Girl, I know you try. You fly straight into my heart, you fly straight into my heart but here comes the fall...

So I’m currently cleansing my ears (that’s pure beauty right there) from the amount of Capital and Capitalesque music my ears have had to endure today. Whilst I love sitting on poolside, there is only so much I can take, only so much I can take, before my knees start to buckle and my arms start to shake. Sorry about that drifted off into Rise Against mode, nice bit of Faint Resemblance there for you… Yeah so for me sitting on poolside is a beautiful pastime as it’s one of those beautiful occasions where you can just chill. I mean there is nothing like it, I sit there staring blankly into the mesmerising, calm, blue water, gently swooshing into the gutter (obviously observing that nobody is mindlessly killing themselves at the same time) and my mind goes completely blank. It’s a beautiful release from the stresses of life and it gives me that rare opportunity to reflect and mull things over in my mind. Mull – what a beautiful word.

Righty, back to this furious rant about Capital! The first fault I have with this beautiful station is that they only have about 15 songs for the day. I mean I’ve probably exaggerated a bit there, it’s probably less than that. Very cleverly, in an attempt to cover this up, they just chuck in a tonne of adverts and what will be coming up later. A clever tactic when what’s coming up later is… more adverts and more talking about what’s going to be happening later. I mean it even annoyed the old woman WHO WAS SWIMMING in the pool!(No, not on the side beside the pool) You can barely hear the music when you are swimming! I can’t actually remember what my other point was… but it was very important so we shall all reflect over how important it is for a moment or two

Well that was good, wasn’t it? I still can’t remember what it was. Perhaps something to do with the crazy presenters. They are far too happy! I don’t want someone happy badgering on about stuff at me. Nightmare! Also what is it with calling their concerts, “gigs“. They are not allowed to do this because I said so! Take White Lies, I’d classify them as non-Capital material on the whole… So if I’m not gunna get hot and sweaty with some fat half-naked bloke at a White Lies concert, I’m definitely not going to at a “Neyo” or whoever James May calls himself when he’s pimping out the stage with his banging tunes, blud. In truth I’m far to chilled out and happy to rant. Tis a shame as this is something that really annoys me!

So what brings this unusual mood??? Well I suppose it comes off the back of a pleasant day. I may be exhausted but I just feel like I’m at peace with life for the time being. It will surely try to fuck things up again shortly, but I will ride this wave as long as I can. I’ve spent a pleasant few hours revising, and then I saw Beth which was lovely. I then jammed off to work to sit on poolside for almost the entire shift! Naughty! Very much against the NOP! There I think I had the realisation that life was good. So following that, I jammed off to explorers to make some pancakes. Better Together has just starting playing following a nice bit of interpol, mmm just sums up life. I think only summer would top this. So anyways the pancakes were pretty tasty and for once I had fun. I mean numbers were stretched to say the least! But either way it made me feel kinda accepted again, it’s been a long time since I felt socially at ease and even satisfied.

This story is boring and stuff. fact.

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Updated Back Of It All

Being it’s the month of hearts and love and all those mushy things, I decided to treat myself with a nice leather corset. The corset came in this week. It was a nice purchase off of good old ebay. The intention was to  capture myself in a still shot with a lot of attitude and little clothes. Everyone seems to look so hot in leather and lace. What about me? First of all, I hate lace. Second of all, these little breasts of mine has never been bustled in a corset before. I was quite happy with the fitting. After a few shots and awkward positions, I was able to capture this shot. It was the perfect shot after a black and white processing. What do you think?

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Katie Price Ass Pics

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Madonna's new boy toy is allegedly Jon Kortajarena

Allegedly, Madonna has moved on from Jesus Luz onto this model. This news is all over the web including MSN.com. They say: “Poor Jesus Luz! The Brazilian model only managed to keep his place in Madonna’s heart for less than a year. The insatiable man eater is now to be seen alongside another Latin lover, the very sexy Jon Kortajarena. The singer fell for this 24 year old Spanish model during the premiere of the film by Tom Ford, “A Single Man”, in which the olive skinned hunk has a small role. Madonna certainly has taste: last December “Forbes” magazine placed Jon Kortajarena among the 8 best top models in the world! As for Jesus Luz, he has plenty to worry about. Furious that he had the audacity to announce their break up to the press himself, Madonna has vowed to ruin his career. That’s what happens when you get involved with a human praying mantis!”

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God's Vessel

Seek the Lord while he may be found; call on him while he is near. Isaiah 55:6 NIV

 God, as I bare my soul to others, may my doubts give others confidence; may my cry allow others to laugh, and my discomfort allows others to be comforted?

 As I search for you and wait to hear your voice, may others hear your voice through me.

 I thank you God for allowing me to be the instrument, the vessel for others to find their way. I pray that in the process I too will find my way.  Amen

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Who called me at eight o'clock this morning?

I have my suspicions,
really I do, however I
will refrain from accusing
any or all of the conspirators
at this time, but at another time,
I may name names without prior
consent and/or warning.

What is wrong with you people?
It’s a good thing that I’m such
a well adjusted morning person,
or there very well may have been
consequences and/or repercussions
for some or all of the guilty party or
parties.

I misspell repercussions and inconvenient
every single time.

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Ordinary people

Most of my studio work is usually done with aspiring models who advertise themselves on sites such as Purestorm or Model Mayhem. This is good in many ways as they are usually able to pose themselves and the direction is quite easy. However, I do like to challenge myself work with people who have no intention to be a model and just want some beautiful photographs of themselves.

Saturday was one of those days where I took up the challenge due to being let down by one of the ‘professional’ models from one of the aforementioned sites. I had been talking to this girl for a while and she wanted some photos to give her back some self-esteem as she has a bad self image of her body. I think the results capture something special in her and I would appreciate your comments. It’s good sometimes to be a bit of a Gok Wan and hopefully give someone a little boost with my photography

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